A Daughter Once Dreamed Her Father Was Talking To Her

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"I'm sorry, I'm not there,

To do such things for you,

as your father.

Haven't done those duties

that should be done up to now.

How stupid am I?

For I have left you,

without saying goodbye."

"Don't worry my father,

 I have already accepted. That since the day I was born, I don't have someone like you, someone as my own, to call Daddy or Papa. It's sad, but what am I gonna do? Who should be sorry for himself, for we don't exist in each others' world. I don't know the real story, but I don't wanna hear anymore. I don't know where you are now, But I don't wanna search for you anymore. I didn't even see your face. Are we alike? For even a single picture, there's none. My father, are you still alive? Do you remember me? Please, do remember me."

"I am sorry, I'm not there,

to be at your side

to be your loving father,

responsible and supportive,

thoughtful and caring.

You just don't know but

I also wonder who you are.

I wanna know and hear a lot about you.

Don't worry, I'm okay.

I'm here, just here, always here.

And I do,

I remember you."

"Well, thanks my father. I'm also okay, as my world keeps revolving without you. Where every time the subject is you, I always try to deny that I'm hurt. But what you don't know is the opposite. I'm hurt. I'm incomplete. I do feel bad, yes. And I want to cry, just like now, because you're not here, and I don't have you."

"I am sorry, I'm not there,

but don't get too emotional.

Life is really unfair,

so we must deal with it.

I know you're hurt,

I can feel the pain.

I am sorry, I'm really sorry.

Please hear me sayin',

I love you."

"The hardest part is facing this reality, that no matter what, we won't see each other. For honestly speaking, I don't wanna find a way-- a way for us to meet, a way which will lead me back to you.
 I can't say I missed you, because we haven't met. Instead, hear me sayin' too, I love you. And you will always be a part of me, a special piece of me."

"Though there's no existence between the two of us,

I'll carry you through my heart."

"I accept your apology.

 I know, everything has its reason.

 And this is all His will.

 As I'm always saying,

 it just so happened that you're not here,

 but God gave me different people of my life, showered me with love,

 for me to be strong and contented."